Major,
Being as close to your dad as your were, he knew how you felt without saying it. You shouldn't beat yourself up over it. He knew and took comfort in it.
shreckfj60,
You have my prayers and hopes that things go well reconnecting with your father. Speaking from personal experience PTSD is a major B****. I served in the Marines in GW1. Couple that with all the trauma/death/dying I've experienced since then as a EMT/Paramedic/Flight Paramedic/RN. I cannot imagine how much worse it is for your father, given all the anti-war negativity associated with Vietnam.
Need to go wipe this "sweat" from my eyes now.....
And women think we're all unemotional robots...
Being as close to your dad as your were, he knew how you felt without saying it. You shouldn't beat yourself up over it. He knew and took comfort in it.
shreckfj60,
You have my prayers and hopes that things go well reconnecting with your father. Speaking from personal experience PTSD is a major B****. I served in the Marines in GW1. Couple that with all the trauma/death/dying I've experienced since then as a EMT/Paramedic/Flight Paramedic/RN. I cannot imagine how much worse it is for your father, given all the anti-war negativity associated with Vietnam.
Need to go wipe this "sweat" from my eyes now.....
And women think we're all unemotional robots...
