I feel like I need to make a rant about this.
Much has been happing to me in the last few years, and I want to share.
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I am a Christian, and the last few years I have felt like Job in the bible.
But I am learning to trust in God and give everything over to him.
Here are a few bigger things that have happened that I can recall.
There has been lots more ups and down day to day and week to week.
-I was rear-ended in my Toyota Mini-truck
-My wife left me (divorced) me after we struggled for the last 1.5 years in our marriage.
-3 days later she found someone else.
-Had to deal with the selling of the house by myself.
-Had to give up my dog to a home because I could not take him with no house.
-Left my marriage with very little and around $15K in debt (went in with money in the bank)
-I live paycheck to paycheck now.
-I needed a truck (mini was rear ended and needed work) Found a Rover Disco for what I thought was a steal. Ended up not being a good truck for me and lost $3500 just to get out after 7 months trying to sell.
-Search day and night for 2 months for a 60 series. Found a BJ60 in great shape. Stolen after only 6 weeks.
-Walked for 2 months in winter because I had no truck.
-My HDJ81 had a few expensive break downs (none of which I could afford. a few threads on this)
-Now my HDJ81 was rolled.
But do you know what?
Every single time God has come through and provided.
The Lord gives and the Lord takes. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
I am much closer to him now than 2 years ago.
-I now have met someone who loves me back as I love her (cruiser_guy's daughter).
-My 60 was replaced with a HDJ81.
-House sold and was able to chunk down debt.
-I have been able to make every payment and a little more (now only have $7000-7500 in debt (from my previous marriage) - other than my truck debt)
Now that my 80 is rolled I don't know what will become of it, or my vehicle situation.
But I am not worried, because the 80 was never mine.
It all belongs to God.
Much good is actually coming out the rolled 80.
There is much relationship building going on with people.
As well as many other prosects.
Yes rolling the 80 was bad.
But much good is coming out of it.
I am not worried about the truck.
The LandCruiser is just a truck. Nothing more.
I feel so blessed that we all walked away. I can't stress this enough.
Only injury was Cruiser_guy. He had 1 small scratch. Hardly worth noting. Not much worse than a mosquto bite!
We all walked away (and were able to walk 14km's out. Including cruiser_guy with his bad heart (he is awaiting emergency open heart surgery), and a bad hip.
Sure, the truck is wrecked.
Sure, I am walking for the next few months (but I am still able to walk)
Sure, the canoe is wrecked, (home insurance might cover it).
But I am not worrying. Worrying does nothing for you. Worrying can't change anything.
God has always come through and everytime I come out all the better.
Anyways, I just wanted to share.
I feel like I need to tell the world.
God is good.
Cheers,
Nick
