Rant time for Avi….
Crew, I need to get some things off my chest considering the current situation. Think after reading Chris’s dealings with Amazon I have finally boiled over myself…
I have about had it with the occupants of the Dover area. I have done as much as I can to not have to go out shopping, and when I do, I have a sense of purpose. I go. I know what I need I hit the isles I have to, and I grab what I can and keep moving to limit my time out in public as much as possible.
Due to those two recent wrinkles in my experience with amazon, I have decided not to try to press my luck with their online food order stuff.
My husband still is working every day, and I worry, because 90% of the people I see out and about can not wear a mask correctly. As one person said on Facebook “Not wearing your mask over your nose is like putting a condom on your balls only….” And I understand, people who wear glasses it tends to fog them up, but the people I am talking about ARER’T WEARING GLASSES!!!! And the amount of gloves getting left over all the parking lots just is the cherry on top of the ridiculousness of what is going on!
My last gripe is being stuck at home. Its nice when I can do projects but then sucks when I can’t or its raining. I could still go to work when it is raining…
I want to work.
I want to earn my paycheck.
The idea of having to collect unemployment makes me feel like a failure.
Trust me, if I could find a job that pays anywhere close to what I was making in the field I work in (automotive technician) I would have taken it.
But there isn’t.
I would even do side work, but there are already a million adds on Facebook market place and craigslist of techs looking for work, there are at least 5 alone in my neighborhood!
It’s not worth the fight, even with the clientele around here that are supper sue happy… (you know the ones, ever since….)
Thankfully with all the current perks, the unemployment I do receive is enough to get by without dipping into my savings or project funds that I have worked hard to put aside.
But I still don’t like it.
And to top it off, people make comment about people like me on unemployment wanting to milk it for all its worth.
I don’t.
I want to work.
I hate that I get categorized into that group.
Just makes me feel like more of a failure...
And its not even in my control!
I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss my co-workers (shocking I know). I miss my day to day life of waking up and feeling I have a sense of purpose in the world….
I worry
I am an over thinker
I’m just done....
Sorry for the long winded post, and if it is inappropriate, message me and I will remove it. I just needed to vent an appreciate those who have read this and those who can understand. Ugh just reading this makes me sound like a 'typical' millennial....
Crew, I need to get some things off my chest considering the current situation. Think after reading Chris’s dealings with Amazon I have finally boiled over myself…
I have about had it with the occupants of the Dover area. I have done as much as I can to not have to go out shopping, and when I do, I have a sense of purpose. I go. I know what I need I hit the isles I have to, and I grab what I can and keep moving to limit my time out in public as much as possible.
- What really grinds my gears about this is I feel I am the only one that is doing this! Everyone else is just taking their time, strolling along singing their song, side by side, not 6 feet apart!
- I am tired of having to wait in lines to get into places because of people like this.
- If I could call ahead and have my order ready I would but that seems to be a feat in and of itself, I tried the Walmart thing once and got quarter of the items I had put in a cart and I had to wait 5 days to go get it!
- Speaking of Walmart, I will never go back there again, even when this is all said and done, even with them being a mile and a half down the road, it is NOT worth it anymore, my local grocer and hardware store will continue to get my business.
Due to those two recent wrinkles in my experience with amazon, I have decided not to try to press my luck with their online food order stuff.
My husband still is working every day, and I worry, because 90% of the people I see out and about can not wear a mask correctly. As one person said on Facebook “Not wearing your mask over your nose is like putting a condom on your balls only….” And I understand, people who wear glasses it tends to fog them up, but the people I am talking about ARER’T WEARING GLASSES!!!! And the amount of gloves getting left over all the parking lots just is the cherry on top of the ridiculousness of what is going on!
My last gripe is being stuck at home. Its nice when I can do projects but then sucks when I can’t or its raining. I could still go to work when it is raining…
I want to work.
I want to earn my paycheck.
The idea of having to collect unemployment makes me feel like a failure.
Trust me, if I could find a job that pays anywhere close to what I was making in the field I work in (automotive technician) I would have taken it.
But there isn’t.
I would even do side work, but there are already a million adds on Facebook market place and craigslist of techs looking for work, there are at least 5 alone in my neighborhood!
It’s not worth the fight, even with the clientele around here that are supper sue happy… (you know the ones, ever since….)
Thankfully with all the current perks, the unemployment I do receive is enough to get by without dipping into my savings or project funds that I have worked hard to put aside.
But I still don’t like it.
And to top it off, people make comment about people like me on unemployment wanting to milk it for all its worth.
I don’t.
I want to work.
I hate that I get categorized into that group.
Just makes me feel like more of a failure...
And its not even in my control!
I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss my co-workers (shocking I know). I miss my day to day life of waking up and feeling I have a sense of purpose in the world….
I worry
I am an over thinker
I’m just done....
Sorry for the long winded post, and if it is inappropriate, message me and I will remove it. I just needed to vent an appreciate those who have read this and those who can understand. Ugh just reading this makes me sound like a 'typical' millennial....