3 years, almost to the day, the time has come.yesterday he didn't want to get up. his hips were really sore.
i told Berni "i think today is the day".
i got him to stumble to the road and suddenly he was off. he walked to the barn and back, something he has not done for a couple weeks now. as if to say "sorry, today is NOT the day". then off for his Saturday truck ride into town and on the way back he started barking when we came near the bush that he usually walks in so i stopped and helped him out and off he was again. for the last couple months i had hold of his tail just incase he stumbles or his hips would weaken and i could let him down gently.
but this time, i held his tail and away he went.
this morning he couldn't get up. we carried him to the car and he road in the back for another drive around. we stopped a few times and lifted him out but he didn't want to walk ... well couldn't walk. brought him back home and made him comfortable in the back yard and now he is in the bunkie enjoying the heat from the wood stove.
his eyes are bright, his appetite strong, he is holding his urine (he can't stand long enough to pee), he talks and is very alert to everything around him. but his joy is gone so it would be selfish to keep him alive for our personal needs.
tomorrow morning he is heading to the vet for the final visit.
3 years, what a trooper. the only part of having a pet that sucks big time ... saying good bye.