The miraculous adventures and thoughts of a monkey

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Thank you, I have some issues but I won't share all of them. I do have alcohol issues and problems from killing people (in combat) but I am also nice, especially to my little league kids. I love them all, 330 of them. I'm nice to elderly people but I am disturbingly angry with people that are mean.

This week was the 5th time in a row that either the Dr's or the group said that I was mean and angry. I told them to fawk off. :) I only had four or five fist fights in the past week. I figured that I was good.
 

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I’m too old for that s***, I figure if I can avoid the situation or defuse the situation I’ll just have to shoot a mofo.
You should have seen the black fellow (on Wednesday) that I pulled out of his truck. He wasn't real happy. He left before the fight was into game time. He left crying with a bloody mouth. I asked him why he chose to leave so early in our fight but he didn't respond.....F*ggot. I actually punched him three times through his driver's window at the stop sign. He was driving a Chevy Suburban, gold color.

This one bowed up on me and was sure that he'd kick my arse but he learned different. :lol:
 
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Bro, you need some real Jesus (not typical white church) stuff...

Grace, forgiveness, peace... level with our maker...
I do realize that I need something in my life besides anger. Maybe Jesus is what I need but I'm having a hard time pointing it to Jesus. I do know that I need something because I'm angry, really angry. Really really angry.
 

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Anger is not good,I've been living with this sh*t for a long time, It never makes you feel good unless you fight. :( That's my only sensation of being alive.
 

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Anger is a natural part of being human, maybe monkey? It’s up to us how to handle it and shape it. You know this as having been a husband and father.

We all have the ability and strength to shape what we use that energy for. Make it positive.
I can make it positive for my children and my kids in the league but I have a bad spot in my game that doesn't roll so well. I'm not shy about making it public either. I'm sorry.
 

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Anger is a natural part of being human, maybe monkey? It’s up to us how to handle it and shape it. You know this as having been a husband and father.

We all have the ability and strength to shape what we use that energy for. Make it positive.
Trying dog, it isn't easy but I'm trying.
 
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