Muddy Bean
Breaking something or fixing something
Stan, I too have appreciated your advice and kind words more than once as I've muddled through the quirky land of 100 ownership. The journey you're now on, is a personal private journey that most of us can't truly relate to...but I for one appreciate you letting us get a glimpse of that personal journey and get a glimpse of your persevering heart. A close childhood friend of mind will be on this journey for the rest of her life because of a tragic ATV accident and we have had some long conversations that would bring any man to tears, so I say this with the best intentions and sensitivity in my heart: do this. Do what you have to do to get the reaction time to 0.5. Don't stop until you are where you want to be. Don't let anyone in the world hold you back mentally physically or emotionally...you already know you've got this, prove it to us now. You have a MUD community rooting for you, you have friends that care about you, you have a family that loves you to the moon and back....and you clearly have a will to succeed that will drive you to finish this chapter of your life book....all ingredients for success. Thanks for inspiring us. Godspeed man.