Time to put down the crack Pipe Bro. Just sayin Cheers
Ad hominems with no substance or knowledge don't affect me. It makes me feel bad for the people who make that kind of remark.
The *only* reason ppl attack others (in this context) is insecurity. Period.
So you're scared. And that's ok/understandable. It's never too late to read books and seek knowledge.. You'll feel better and have a richer life