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Originally Posted by KliersLC Hmm....
Crushers: you seem like you still might be a little miffed from the coyote thread......... |
coyote thread?? <scratching head> nope, i don't have that good a memory for the little things...
my point was not everyone that tortures animals will end up evil BUT they can end up having a hard time fitting into societies mold...
i never tortured animals but i had a 22 at the age of 7 and shot everythign that moved. one day that all changed and i developed a strong feeling towards animals in general. i wouldn't shoot an animal for fun but for food or defense it is dead.
it has taken me decades to come as far as i have and i can see what a troubled youngster i was and what an ass i was for decades. even today i have a hard time respecting authority, laws but i try.
i do not blame my parents, school teachers or anyone else. i had a shitty attitude and no matter what anyone did i wouldn't change.
what changed me? (or at least started me down that road?) i went hunting with a new group of guys when i moved to Alberta. they were doing grass and drinking (which i was taught was a HUGE no/no) and just AFTER legal light the guy riding with me yelled for me to stop. he jumps out of the truck and aims into a heard of cattle, BOOM. down goes a cow. WTF?!?! he jumps the fence and runs over to the cow that was sitting and shoves it over, not even putting it out of it's misery...
i was so shocked that anyone could be so cruel and irrisponsible i stopped hunting with anyone.
later i was shooting gophers, laying on the side of a hill and blasting away. wait 5 minutes and they would come back up. i fell a sleep in the sun and when i woke there were 2 gophers playing tag an arms reach away. the facial expressions, the antics...i watched for quite a while and then went back home, sold my guns and never looked back.
beleive it or not these 2 occurances changed my life where people had failed for years. it has been an uphill climb ever since...
i was just saying, people can change. i look back and am disgusted with myself as i am sure many are of me as well.
cheers